why won't you come in - you walk around but won't come in - you surround me and you pound me in the ground we spin and spin - and these feelings trickle down my spine - wasted another day trying to be okay - wasting so much time - and i wonder sometimes if it matters to me - if it matters to you - i can't see - and you see right through - i come unglued - and you don't want to hold me together - so i suffer and i struggle under a blanket of leather - sweating out my strength from every pore - you ignore, shut all doors, and explore - hunt and explore another world why i lay curled in a ball - in my world - the same world we lay so closely before you shoved me - away - when you loved me - away - why wont you come in?