Yes...I am going nuts here.

Feeling: pooped
summer daysdriftin' awaybut uh-ohthose hot summer nights Damn, more randomness... I would never thought this summer would get into my head. This year's is the absolute strangest. My appetite, for example. Thanks to Russiane's influence, I think the nerves are telling me that water tastes better than the typical rice and ulam. And having this stupid little fetish for McDo. :p And having a hard time walking with my vintage Chucks my mom got me, which is so not me. And having this silly little crush on Trish Stratus. I'm sorry, but she's just too hot for this world. Also, my love for John Cena is slowly coming back to life...(sorry Jake!!!) And suddenly turning into this hopeless romantic watching shows like "My Name is Kim Sam Soon." :p And that stupid song from Grease not getting out of my head and having the hots for the young John Travolta, that effin' butt chin. And sleeping early like 10 P.M. instead of 1 in the morning. It's just not me. I'm a caffeine addict, am I not? And I found myself desiring not to see anyone familiar for now under any circumstances. In case, I'll throw rocks. So if anyone tries to call me or make some form of contact with me, expect my tongue to be sharp enough to cut glass. Hope a little Wrestlemania 21 and 22 will cure this. Damn, more randomness to go...
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I love my Faramir...

His name is David Wenham. Played Faramir in Lord of the Rings and Carl in Van Helsing. A role as a cowardly friar who freely curses? Ah heyd it. But as a soldier? He's so effin' hot you could just fry eggs in that armor. I've been watching LOTR for so many times now that I've fallen in love with this actor. I mean, who wouldn't? Haaaaaay. I'll be happy with a guy like him around to fight my battles. Ü Back to reality... Today's the last day of our prelim exams. That Chemistry lec was hard than I expected. But I'm good... So now starts my official hiatus. I wouldn't be able to log in very often. No allowance eh. So I advise everyone to get into the Christmas spirit and put up a stinky tree somewhere in your den. Or if your a Jew, Happy Hannukah! Merry Christmas people! 'Til next year!
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A new layout and an upcoming hiatus

Feeling: accomplished
Introducing my personalized headers!!! Yeah, I know. Simple, but classy. As you have noticed, every javascript is pretty much John Lennon inspired. Excuse my British... So I officially became lazy despite my preliminary exams and my upcoming Christmas vacation. To put it simply, I'm going on hiatus. And I took off my Randy Orton emoticons because I don't think it suits. Hell, I'll be back by January anyway.
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CSM Frog Massacres 2

2 Reasons To Go To CSM Hahaha...something that I just thought of a while ago. Aaron didn't go to classes today...that pashnea Bad trip yesterday. Me and Russiane are here, friend. You know we love you!!! And speak of the devil...Belated Happy Birthday Russiane!!! We had a little swimming party at her house last Saturday. Heck, I envied John, Aaron, Zam, Kathy, Ariane, Gem, Andrew, Beth, Diomedes... I envied all of them. I couldn't swim--call of nature. Haaay...kainis!!! And for that silly title...we finally dissected frogs yesterday. One slutty girl actually cried at the sight of dead cockroaches on someone's frog's stomach. I just snickered. Gawd, the last few days are very tiring. So tiring that I wasn't able to update very often. The whole week the whole class had cheering practice for our PE practicum for our finals. It was not a competition between 3 sections: it was simply sort of a test to get a high grade. And guess what? We got a 98%! N-III rules!!! Yesterday was one memorable event for me. Let me explain why I was grinning like an idiot all the way home. ...... ...... ...... ......Never mind! I'll take that information to my grave na lang! LOL! :p
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FUCK OFF!!!

Feeling: pissy
This is by far the worst day of my entire life. People nowadays have now grown to be plastic to others. Orocan, Tupperware...you name it. Face them they'll be as bubblegummy sweet as they can be. Turn your back and their tongues would be sharp enough to cut glass. That's exactly what happened to me. This morning after our first half of NatSci class, me, Russiane, John and Aaron were the only ones left inside the classroom. Out of the blue moon Aaron suddenly started asking me if there was an open forum, would I join if I was needed. Confused, I just replied it's okay if I'm really needed. Then he told me last Saturday (I was absent that day) after their practice on cheering for our PE practicum that the rest of the tropa was telling me how much they're pissed off at me because of my attitude. All he said to me was they hate the way I was acting all the time. What the hell did they want from me?! Luckily Aaron was there to play my tagapagtanggol and to tell his side, that he was equally pissed off because they don't even know me and they're judging me like that because he knows me better. And if they all want to solve this, they will have to talk to me, and therefore, have an open forum. Probably today, I don't know. After he told me the whole story, I couldn't help bursting into tears in front of them while they hugged me and tapped my back. I felt sick that I know I treated them well and they're judging me like that. I know I did a few wrongs, and I know I say whatever I want without any slightest consideration, but who are they to judge me? It's okay for me that they're mad at me, I understand that. I just hate the way they're talking about me behind my back and I'm just gonna find it out today when everything just happened a long time ago. As for me, I'm not doing anything wrong. They don't want plastic people when I'm already being myself, for sobbing out loud. God, the blast of the high school past. Aaron and Russiane kept telling me not to think about it anymore, kept telling me that those people are just not used to my ways and just take the fun out of bashing people behind their backs. Oh well, like I care. (Aaron says that I shouldn't.) So yeah, I don't. If they don't want me, those people might as well just screw themselves. I sound so much like a bitch. But hey, its their fault. They fucking just don't know me at all. All I have to do is just apologize to them. But if they want me to change for their own enjoyment, to hell with them. I won't change for anyone. That is my decision to be. Ugh. This hurts terribly. I hate it. And now I don't even know what to do, if I would just open my mouth and curse them or kick their asses all throughout Friday or just shut up and listen to them. I don't know, I don't know... Haaay... I need professional help.
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guess who's back!

Feeling: cool
Here are a bunch of nurses fooling around. John is the main attraction, so... Kuya John and Aaron Kuya John and Ate Eds Kuya John and Ate Joanne Kuya John,Ate Joanne, and Kathy And tada! Kuya John, Russiane, and MWAH! John told me I'm a sarcastic girl with lots of appeal. :) And Kuya Aaron's back!!! Yay!!! All throughout the day I've been telling him how much I missed his kakulitan. Hehe. I ate him alive today by telling him that he's being too melodramatic, but the truth was--matamlay lang talaga siya. He just recovered from being sick, is all. Hehe. I just miss making trip-trip on him. :p But Russiane seemed to be attacked by her topak. She already ran out the room by Sociology time and came back later at Psychology time. And when Aaron tried to make her laugh she started bawling inside the jacket she was wearing. He, me, and John were trying to comfort her even though we don't know the cause of her strange beahvior today. We're so used to seeing her so happy all the time that that this was definitely new to us. Haaay...she'll be alright by next week, I think. Here's the part that made me downright cheerful. Aaron said that he missed Russiane the most of his three days of absence and not me. Maybe because I've been hugging John all day. LOL!!! Peace tayo, Aaron! :p Speak of which, Kuya John is a good hug. Broad shouldered, a not-so-skinny demeanor, and a sweet-smelling perfume...my hug's definitely worth it. I love to do it again and again! Haaaay... I got a 90% in Sociology!!!
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PBB Domino Love
Excuse my craziness... I was once alone... Then you came along... Sat next to me and said... "Pwede ka ba?" Call me totally stupid and baduy and corny...I love this pairing to death!!! Ever since day one and yesterday at ASAP when Uma said he was courting Cass...fabulous talaga!!! I want to marry them!!! Now if I could find a pic of them kissing for steamier things...and another inspiration for a fanfic... In case you're wondering 'bout that cute Randy pic on the middle top...I've got new emoticons! A perfect match for my current moods!!! Hehehehe...must stop eating cheeseburgers...
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Touch me not...

Feeling: horrible
Today was definitely one of my most unforgettable experiences. We had our physical examination. I'm not kidding. We have doctors to take a look on our asses. They even get to ask when our last sexual contact was. Hello!!! I'm still a virgin!!! I even heard that Gem really stripped down head to toe. Haaaay...I never felt so violated in my entire life.
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All eyes on me

First the kuya, now the brother who had been my classmate last semester. Heck, I'm just being friendly to him. And then what happens next? He admits that he has a soft spot for me for the past 6 months. The problem was...I don't trust him. He has been marked as ma-ella (slang for green-minded) and karirista, if you know what I mean. So I did what I have to do. I have to turn him down. Not being selfish, but I had to think of my well-being. I never expected to feel so guilty about it. But I'm super fine now. Next, Aaron is having a problem with her California girlfriend. All I have to say is...I told you so. But I think I'll be crying tonight for about 2 hours straight. Because I'll be watching the Eddie Guerrero tributes at WWE the whole weekend. I only watched snatches of it by the internet and just gotten teary-eyed, but this is the real deal. Here's the problem... Who's gonna replace him at Survivor Series??? Oh damn, I must be so tired. ÜÜÜ
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Jhette is fucking off the market.

Listening to: Bamboo- F.U.
Feeling: old
Have you ever felt something like... 1. ...you're always alone? Always left-out? 2. ...liking someone so much and you can never tell them how you feel? 3. ...ended up feeling regretful because he ends up having someone else better than you and not tell you about it? 4. ...no matter how many times you tell him how you feel just to bury the past, you end evading the subject and talk about something else? 5. ...empty because you can't find your ideal type and have to find someone as elite as you are? :p Hehehe. I feel like I just had to do that. You know, just to get off the additional weight on your chest. But I'm ok, really. I'm actually happy feeling single and still perfectly available and single by now. It's just that the feeling of being alone hit me just now. I never thought I would feel so fucking sad about it. Just thinking about it makes me feel like the ugliest sad sack ever to exist. I have my brother, Aaron, at least. Even though he has someone, he never fails to always lighten me up. The guy would be a hypocrite if he said he was never attracted to me from the start, which he admitted to me a few days back, but we're closer now. and I can see how protective he is of me and Russiane. And even though I'm mature as I thought as I would be, thanks for the tons of advices, thanks for just being there, which matters most to me. I love you to pieces, dude. Ü Speaking of which... you'll be turning 19 next year! Yay!!! Time for my evil plan...
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Jhette is his name.

Listening to: Kamikazee- Chiksilog
Feeling: adored
May diyosa bang hindi mahaba ang buhok? -Iza Calzado I would like to object to that statement. There is one goddess with short hair. And that's...me! :p Yeah, I got my haircut yesterday, finally. The stylist mama assigned me to was amazing. Once I was a clone of Cousin It from the Addams Family...now I look like I doubly sarcastic bitch--with a touch of punk and class. Everyone in school today said I looked great. Fabulous! So yeah...I had a jackpot! I finally got to text Angel's older bro, whom I've been crushing on the first time I laid my eyes on him in that MMS pic. He even said I look cute in my pic in Angel's phone. Not that I'm bragging, but it's very flattering. Thank God for Smart Unlimited! Ü And Aaron...I curse you for leaving me alone again today. Being in love makes you crazy, don't it? In case you noticed, I got my old layout back. Until I find a nice lil' wallpaper that fits, I'll stick to this one for a while. Oh well...off I go to see Russiane at school! Bye!
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I'm Okay...I Promise.

Listening to: Spongecola- Gemini
Feeling: great
Hehehe...I just love this day. And by the way with that entry title, I'm really okay now. See? I'm actually happy right now. So days were still as normal. I put on my bored face when everything else fails, classes made me as sleepy as usual, my classmates were still such goofballs as they were last semester, Aaron still leaves me behind by skipping classes, and the dyke-a-delic item Joy and Mira fought and made up by the end of the day, every second of the day I meant. I swear, those two will make bigger scenes before 2005 ends. It's completely ridiculous. Moreover, it was sickening. But now...well, I have something to drive myself crazy with. Or someone. I just met him days ago and I couldn't control myself. In fact, he's actually one of my lola's students from her English class at UPHR. He's stupid, he's funny...he's perfect. One thing we have in common, though...we both hate our names. Babaw, noh? :p There's one thing, though...I eavesdropped him talking to Abi and they were talking about some girl he was crushing on. I wish she's die right now. Bleh... By now...I won't mention his name. Aaron was actually his schoolmate from high school, and he said I should be really careful. Damn...why do I always fall for those bad boy types. It just couldn't seem to stop. Bye bye for now... NOTE: PLEASE PRAY FOR THE SOUL OF EDDIE GUERRERO, WHO WAS NOW LAID TO REST LAST THURSDAY. EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A LITTLE TOO EARLY, MAY HE REST IN PEACE.
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Feeling: emotional
In Eddie I Trust After about a week of non-stop sulking and bawling, I think now is my time to speak my part for WWE's beloved hombre. I keep thinking that he's still here, like he's meant to be. But he's not and it hurts. We've all lost something in his death, but we've all gained something too - we learn how precious life really is. Cherish the people you love and take care of them, and yourself. It should never have happened to such a man. It's just plain scary to think about and I still can't believe it... it makes me cry when I say aloud that Eddie Guerrero is dead. It's just not supposed to be true like it is... As I mentioned, I never realized how much I loved the man... why does that always happen at the worst time? Realization sucks sometimes, but I'm pouring my heart, soul and respect into his spirit right now. Just like everyone. I'm also trying really hard to be happy for the man... I don't think he'd want us all crying so much all the time... but for a little while, I'm afraid it's gonna have to be like this. Honestly, the last time a person's death affected me this badly was when my grandfather died...I even wore Eddie's Latino Heat hot sauce shirt last night to sleep, and I felt someway, somehow, that he was comforting me while I was hugging myself just thinking about him. I'm sure everyone's feeling and doing the same. I think it hurts because he was the kind of man you could look up to and see hope for anything and everything. And he was one of the best damn athletes in history, part of the family we call the wrestling family. As mentioned, we've lost a member of the family and it's certainly going to sting and cut real deep for a while now. I watched the opening clip for the Tribute on Raw, and I kept my word... I cried as soon as I saw their lifeless faces. And especially when I saw Chris Benoit... the man was absolutely destroyed and I almost felt what he felt just by looking at him... We're all doing our fair share to honor such a great man, I know we are. There're jerks around and I hate them for saying such cruel things about a man who was bigger than them all put together. He'd done so much to revive his life and it was all going so well, and now it's all over... I feel awful that it had to end this way. I think that's another thing that makes it hurt. For now, after the major grieving has passed, we're just going to have to smile and honor the memories we have of this man... this great man... we have to fight for his honor and conceal it along with the Latino Heat in our hearts, and wave goodbye to one of the greatest men in the history of everyone. It's time for him to sleep, and though it was much too early, we'll have to bid him goodnight... Godspeed, Eddie... 3
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Feeling: angsty
Always be grieving here, dudes. Ugh. Here's a message from his co-star Dave Batista. A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And i don't think I can look at this the same But all these miles that seperate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And i dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life was overrated But i hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And i dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight boy its only you and me Everything i know,and anywhere I go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It gets hard but it wont take away my love I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And i dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight boy its only you and me I still miss him so much. I don't know how much more of this I can take. Sniff sniff. As a loyal fan I just love him so bad. Fuckshit.
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Feeling: crushed
Yup...still grieving and hating every second of realizing the reality of everything that has been happening lately. Ugh. Tangmama. I fucking miss him so much. So this article came from WWE.com...oh, crap, just read and I'll go weep somewhere. Vickie Guerrero speaks on Eddie's autopsy report Nov. 15, 2005 After the untimely passing of Eddie Guerrero, WWE and the entire sports-entertainment community is still reeling from the devastating loss of a champion. The initial autopsy reports on Guerrero have come in. WWE.com spoke with Eddie’s widow, Vickie Guerrero, earlier today. “It was heart failure. It was from his past – the drinking and the drug abuse. They found signs of heart disease. She (the examiner) said that the blood vessels were very worn and narrow, and that just showed all the abuse from the scheduling of work and his past. And Eddie just worked out like crazy all the time. It made his heart grow bigger and work harder and the vessels were getting smaller, and that’s what caused the heart failure. He went into a deep sleep. As soon as they saw his heart, they saw the lining of his heart already had the heart disease. There was no trauma, and Eddie hadn’t hurt himself in any way. It answered a lot of questions. I knew Eddie wasn’t feeling very good for the last week. He was home and kept saying he wasn’t feeling good and we thought it was just “road tired.” So we thought he just had to rest. It answered a lot of my questions, too, because he was just so exhausted. She said it was normal because the heart was working so hard. When he didn’t call me last night and the night before I knew it was for real, because he would call me every night. I miss his phone calls. I cried through the whole thing (last night). I loved his laugh. His laugh was the best. We just celebrated his four-year sobriety last Thursday. We just thought we had life by the handful. We thought we had it all figured out. He worked so hard to make a better life for us. I’m just overwhelmed by how people are coming out. It’s touched my heart a lot. Everybody was just in awe last night in how beautifully everything was put together. All my life was wrestling. All he did was take care of them and live for that. And I don’t know what to do now.”
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I heart the WWE!

All vacation all I ever did in the house was to sleep, do chores, watch One Tree Hill and Pinoy Big Brother, and just totally pig out. Now everything's back to normal. Ugh. But the bright side is, watching WWE! Especially that homecoming episode of RAW a few weeks back. And that was a special episode. Most of the legends were there and so much wrestlers came back. I missed Stone Cold. I missed the McMahon Family. I missed Trish. I even missed Triple H. Haha! But I don't like what he did to Ric Flair. Anywayz, towards the end part in that episode, there was a brawl between the Raw Superstars and the Smackdown Superstars. I actually saw John Cena and Randy Orton come in physical contact, something the world has never seen before. Those two best friends in real life have always wanted to either team up or go against each other in storylines. Of course, that never happened because they were always separated into the two rosters. But tonight, during the brawl, they actually fought for a short while. I bet they both enjoyed it. Haha! Anywayz, I love it how the WWE is so unpredictable. You never know what's going to happen. In JR's words, anything can happen in the WWE. And I just love it. Being a fan for about 17 years now, I think it's safe to say that I'll always be a hardcore wrestling fan. WWE for life! Hahaha. When I grow up and I'm married and I have kids of my own, I am sooo going to make sure that my husband and my kids would at least appreciate wrestling. And I'm not kidding. I don't think I can live in a household where no one appreciates it. I influenced my brothers. I influenced my sister. My dad always loved it, so it wasn't a problem. My mom was the hardest to convince! Hahaha! I remember, there was one point in my life where she banned me from watching it. That was probably the worst year of my childhood. Thanks to dad who convinced her that I only watched it for entertainment, she finally allowed. The result of it all, up until now? I hit people in my sleep. Ssshhh. Hahaha! Okay, most of you probably don't know what I'm talking about anymore. So I'll stop now. Hahaha! Basta. I just felt like talking about the WWE tonight. It's something that makes me happy. ü
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Unleash Hell

Listening to: MNM\'s Entrance Theme
Feeling: passive
Your soul angel is...broken. you've been hurt to many times to count and havebeen shattered to pieces. The pain you feel isunbearable but you still wear your angel wingswith pride, maybe one day you'll learn to trustagain...one day... Quote:"My heart is nothing but dust, due tothe many times it has been broken" What is your Soul-Angel? (girls only) brought to you by Quizilla ... Mehn...what a terribly horrifying day. I felt like someone drilled holes right into my temples. My head effin' hurts. See, Aaron and Jade almost squared off at the school lobby. Jade was so incredibly stupid, so overly dismissive, while Aaron felt like he was bitch-slapped, completely insulted. If it weren't for a few mang-aawats, their faces would probably looked like swelled-up tomatoes. Bleh. And it all started with Russiane's torn-up quiz in PE. Trust me. It's a long story. You don't wanna hear it. Tangmama. Scary talaga. I never even seen the other side of Aaron before. What happened today proved me that he can really be violent. Crazy, totally out of control. And now I find myself getting worried sick over him. I hope he really doesn't do anything stupid. If ever me and Russiane found out something related to him and Jade while the two of us went along skipping Math class, I swear to God I will cut him, shut him off my life. In case you didn't know, I treat my enemies as if they were six feet under the ground, as if they were only air in front of me. As much as possible I really dont want to have any enemies, but they are practically forcing me to do the inevitable. Which is to kill. On the other hand though...You'd better rest in peace, Jade. It was all your fucking fault anyway. Haaaaay talaga...
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The Adarna Bird At RFC

Listening to: John Cena- Right Now
Feeling: better
Good news muna! Aaron and Russiane have finally made up! ^0^/ Well, Aaron did apologize to her one more time, and she finally forgave him. Finally. This just goes to show that in friendship, este...siblingship, there will always be lunacy. And if in every cluster that kind of relationship will occur, consider yourselves as a lunatic asylum. People are just so touchy nowadays. Hehe. Corny diba? :p Oh, what a breath of fresh air. I'm just so glad that we're all back together again, even if it only lasts for a few more days. Sem break is actually nearing. I'm really goin' to miss everyone! Sniff... On to the story anyways... After our PE and NSTP classes Prof. Vela prepared us for our trip to RFC to watch Ibong Adarna. Everyone went all crazy, buying junk food at Puregold and going home to freshen up. I only ate about 3 cookies and grape juice and heck, I'm still alive. Not to mention how embarrasing it is to be the only college kids around. All the first year sections of CSM were all there, seated at the higher chairs at the theater, while firts year high school students were seated at the bottom. Ibong Adarna really is supposed to be for high school freshmen, not college freshmen, right? When dismissal arrived Aaron went with Ariane and the others (according to him there was another barkada problem) when we got to the jeepney terminal, but I was so scared that Prof. Vela might whale on us by not waiting for him. So me, Russiane, and Jonielyn went back to school to say that were going ahead of them along with Andrew, Gem, Slyda, and the other professors. We also told him that the others went ahead and cannot wait for him any longer. And yeah, he got mad. Hehe. By the time we got to RFC theater, Aaron told me and Russiane that we almost gave him a heart attack, not knowing where we are. Heck, he even said that he tried getting off the jeep he was riding on just to look for us. Aww shucks...how sweet of him, really. Me and Russiane couldn't stop laughing. Sorry Kuya Aaron! :p You know we love you! :p Speaking of Russiane...I think Dan likes her. Hehe. All these days of ignoring Aaron made her flock loose around Dan and I think the guy actually developed on her. So the play was actually nice, I guess. Wowie de Guzman actually portryaed his role as Don Juan really well (he's actually mestizo in personal! :p), and I think the one who played Don Pedro was effin' hot. Now I know why---that was the same actor who also played the role of Elias of Noli Me Tangere at my junior high school days. Hehe. Cool! The End!!!
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Lazy Ass

Feeling: leftout
Hehe. Wala lang. I just felt like posting it up there because it looks so pretty. So now I'm on my way to school today. Yup, there are another 2 make-up wasted hours of dying in my torture chamber called NatSci. Since Russiane, I think, won't come to class today, I'm counting on Aaron to show up or I'll look like a moron waiting for someone. Oh yeah, the two are still pretty much ignoring each other. Part of me wanted to leave them be, the other wanted me to whack their heads altogether. On the contrary, though, I would like to admit that they're really impressing as of lately. I couldn't go off one day ignoring one of my friends. I'd die easily. Those are made of stones. Oh well. Nothing I can do. The only wish I have is for them to make peace before our last day of the semester, which is Friday. Russiane really seemed serious on shifting and not continuing her second semester. Talk about totally desperate. And I still have to go to school tomorrow for PE class. We'll also have our trip to RFC to watch the ever-jologs Ibong Adarna. Ugh. Damn...so many requirements to finish. First, those Psychology journals, then my English project, then my NatSci final project which is to extract the brain and the spinal cord out of the dead frog I dissected, which requires hard work, guts, and about 5 hours of wrenching back neck pain. Woo-hoo. Worst...finals are next week. Ugh. On the bright side, I'll still get to watch WWE Unforgiven tonight, where John Cena will be main-eventing his ass. Yay!
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