the only one my arms could ever hold
i heard somebody whisper, please adore me
and when i looked my moon had turned to gold
Belated Happy Birthday to Kuya Aaron...love ya very much, bro... I wonder what it feels like to be shrinked. In some cases, people never really turn back to their own selves. And in my case, I'm really this close to snapping. I swear, konti na lang... I don't know why. I turned into this absolute schizophrenic. I'm normal when I'm around people, I'm way in over my head when I'm alone. It scares me as hell. I don't know what else to do to let all these emotional trash out. Crying, too lame. Talking, apparently sick of it. Magwala, too expensive. Still, I'm in my chains. Wonder who could unlock them.