as i'm starting to burn
too many doses
and i'm starting to get an attraction
my confidence is leaving me on my own
no one can save me
and you know I don't want the attention I'm trying to keep it together, I never thought I'd fall apart like this. And the continuous sight of him everyday makes me want to punch someone. Better yet, kill someone. I know I'd get over it. I always do. It just hurts too much, the feeling of someone always stepping on you and ahead of what I'm about to do. I'm so sick of it I wanna die. Right now. Just to end this misery. I'm the son of rage and love.