just to make you mine
to get a little closer
would be so divine
and everytime i see you
you make me come undone
i always watch you near me
in you i found the one I apologize my French, ever since I watched Brokeback Mountain and this whole fiasco with Aaron finally done, I suddenly turned...uhm, mellow? I don't know why, but I'm now moving onto this phase of...girliness. Ew. I still have the rockstar in me, of course, but gut instincts tell me that I should be more quiet, I should sit properly, I should laugh less noisily, shoulda woulda coulda. Is this such a bad thing? Because if it is, uhm...great. Now I don't even know what to react. Must be the pressure of turning 18 at June. It's still fucking March. But time flies when you're having fun. If only I'd find ways. Accurse these hot summer nights. And I especially don't want to look so greasy that I could cook a chicken. I wanna go to Bora and ignore this whole Philippine controversy. Eto nanaman tayo. But still, I'm praying, of course. Oh! And Ian is planning to audition in Pinoy Big Brother this summer. He has my full support. I wish he'd go in so I would campaign for him. Campaigning sounds fun! Hehehe! Haaaaay...so glad I got me back again. Inch by inch I'm getting back to my old self. No offense, kuya Aaron...but I'm finally over you. But ahem, him, that guy on top, on the other hand... I love you, Jake...:P