well today is saturday and it is almost sunday which means that school starts soon. monday. i hate school so much. im not looking forward to it at all. i cant wait to get out. I miss Lauren. she is so wonderful and means everything to me and she just doesnt get it. i wish she would just love me. shes just so amazing. i hate it when she leaves. every time she leaves i just get so low. i hang out with her al day and then she leaves and like five minuets later i miss her like insane and i cant stand it. I FUCKING LOVE YOU. miss you like crazy.