So.... yesterday i didnt go to school. why? i didnt sleep at all the night before. why? the girl i love and care most about basically told me that she hates me. why? im a fuck up and never do anything right. why? i guess i just took her for granted. you know how that saying goes you never know what you got till you lose it. its deffinetely true. if i can give anyone that reads this advice do not take things for granted like i did. it will be the worst mistake you ever make in your life and youll never get over it. so anyways... yesterday my mom came in to wake me up which i was already awake because i never went to sleep and then i said i wasnt going to school. so when everyone left i got up and moped around for a while then i got some money around and went to get parts for the prelude. so in the middle of fixing the car i got into a complication so i called upon my dad and he came up and helped me out. then he asked me to go to his house and help him out so i did. i was in the mood to ride so when we got done i said i was going to go and when i got into my car i got a phone call from casey that said corey was on his way to go riding hurry up and get there. so. have you ever been on keelersburg road? my speedomoter never went bellow 100. pretty fucking sweet. in a way i guess its good that i dont care for my life anymore. i do alot more crazy stuff. if youve ever been on keelersburg youve been on the jump. when i hit that i was way in the air. i went so high the front tire came loose on the car. so. i drove home. went riding. got another call from keith k. went to tunkhannock. ate. raced around. did some burning out. going fast. all that fun shit. i ran a few stop signs did some shit i never thought i could or even would try to do. then in the middle of all that the cops came. sweet. then we went to the gas station and talked about everything and messed with our systems then got a complaint called for noise. so then the cops showed up there. do you know whats fucked up??? same fucking cop. get that shit. so then at about ten thirty i got home and did what i usually do. cried. so.. i dont know maybe ill write in here again later.