I am so sick of fighting with these fucking people. yesterday i got into a huge fight with aunt debbie for the first time in a while. and i was so fucking mad but then we made up like 2 minets later and everything was ok. mom started yelling at me tonight for no reason. she is such a dike. i hate her so much sometimes. she can be so nice to me but then she turns around and just gets to her normal bitchy self. im just so sick of it. if i wasnt with Lauren i would go live with my dad and tell these people to fuck off. i dont need them. uhg. i wish my mom was rich so i can steel all her money and leave here and not have to deal with all this bull shit. they are coming to reposes my four wheeler. FUCK YOU. worst of all when i need someone to talk to your not even here for me to talk to. but i love you anyways. come home soon. i miss you so insanely much. you have no idea. you are my everything. and then some.