Have you ever had so much shit happen that you dont know how to handle it? Lately it seems like all of the bad things have been happening at once. I hate it because then i am in a pissy mood, and i get eratated easly, and i get mad at my friends and it just sux ass. Oh while i am thinking about it Happy Birthday to my friends Adam and Chris. Anyways, I just get all mad at people and i cant help it. Like I do this like three times a year because i dont show my emotions, i hide them. I think that is why i take it out on other people. I hate it cause then i lose friends. I dont have that many to begin with so if i lose anymore then i am screwed. The only way i take my emotions out without showing it, is by bleeding. It doesnt hurt anymore, it just is there.