I am really looking for that "special one". I am just so sick of being that girl that everyone looks to as a you know. even though I am not. I mean i have had sex, but i am not some crazed freak that only wants sex, I just want someone i can trust and depend on. My first was a mistake. I shouldnt of done it. I hate myself for it. I wanna be loved. Who wants to be that "one"? Leave a comment.