God i hate being here. Sometimes i wonder why my life has to be all fucked up. God i am so selfish. I know people have it worse than me, but why couldnt i just be blessed being popular, having lots of friends, skinny, and be hot to people, and have a great boyfriend. WHY CANT I? I hate my school the people in it suck. Like everyone here is so 2-faced, you cant say shit to someone and they run and tell the person you were talking about, then you get pissed and have to go beat both of their asses, one for ratting on you and the other just because you hate them. Then you get either suspended or exspelled. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I am so frustraited. I have this hudge English project due tomorrow, did i do any of it. NOOOOOOOOOO People are pissing me off so bad. I hate life. Ben went and told my sisters that i cut so they are pissed. My grandparents took my stash and kicked me out, so i am living in a cupboard with a guy in England(long story). It is just so crazy. And the only thing that gets me by is my music.