Listening to: Walked out of heaven- jagged edge
Feeling: genki
My real mood is hidden, but it wasnt on here. I feel so lost. I hate hidding the real me everyday. It hurts. People just dont get it, people just dont get me. I have to hold back so i dont shame my friends and family. I hate me, and how god made me, why cant i just be like any normal 15 year old girl?
but you can be normal with me!!!
Lol
and i am far from normal
love you
ASHLEE
i'm 18 today....
yeah i wished i would have been put on varsity.IF by the end of summer im not put on varsity im not doing it....cuz i will be the only 11th grader on JV and that to me is really bullshit.....
what does kristina have to do with it?
lol
write back
Ashlee