Loss of words

Feeling: genki
My real mood is hidden, but it wasnt on here. I feel so lost. I hate hidding the real me everyday. It hurts. People just dont get it, people just dont get me. I have to hold back so i dont shame my friends and family. I hate me, and how god made me, why cant i just be like any normal 15 year old girl?
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NO prob. tell me how to get one. I tried all 7th block. I just copied yours to figure it out. later
[Anonymous]
hey baby im letting you know tryouts last night were alright......
but you can be normal with me!!!
Lol
and i am far from normal
love you
ASHLEE
i know that kinda pisses me off too im not going to lie i feel pretty let down about it to there is 2 people going into 11 on JV and im one of them i dont know that pisses me off though.good im glad you can be normal around me
because you are as we are.... the hidden society of angry repressed depressed semi-junkies... though all we need is love or a good fuck...

i'm 18 today....
thats really good.i love u ashley and i understand u!!!!yipee yipee yum yum
hey you
yeah i wished i would have been put on varsity.IF by the end of summer im not put on varsity im not doing it....cuz i will be the only 11th grader on JV and that to me is really bullshit.....
what does kristina have to do with it?
lol
write back
Ashlee