hey peeps.
ever had an addiction? Uhhhh i have many of them. I really dont want my friends to know, because they think i have quite, and they are so proud of me, but it just keeps taking me over. I have finally relized i have a problem. But i dont know how to handle it. I dont want to go and talk to an adult because i have already done that. It doesnt help me. I need to talk to someone who has went through drug relatd problems. I just cant help it anymore its like all this bad fucking shit has been happening at once, and i just dont know how to handle it. I dont want people to feel sorry for me becasue it is all my fault. So who ever reads this please just dont feel sorry for me, just leave advice.
Thanks,
Ashley
Turns out, we are going to be having a Halloween party at my house. It is also going to be a surprise birthday party for Sam, because Halloween is her birthday. I'll fill you in on the details when I know all of them.
You should be yourself, NO MATTER WHAT. Seriously, I mean if you need to talk to anyone, even thought I havn't gone through what you went through, I will listen and I will not judge you.You know I love you!!
~Bethany~