The weekend was ok, I went to my friends house friday but they had to go out to dinner, so I went to the gay bitch's house and ended up talkin to her nephew again. She even said he can come to her house for a weekend to see me. He said he was going to call me back in 30-45 mins, but by the time i called him from the gay bitch's house it was like almost 2 hours later. So yea. Saturday I went to my cousin's house to watch her kids. I got to watch wresteling dvds that i bought them for christmas, yea that was a smart gift. Hulk Hogan from 85-94 craziness. Sunday my cousin, his girl and his friend came over so we chilled at the hotel. Monday, i talked to a couple of friends who i havent seen in a while and they were in town but about to leave, so they stopped by for a while, right after my cousin left. I chilled with Crystal for the rest of the day, watched American Idol, same old same old. A lot of ppl stopped by there, Devon, Dan, some guy from Andi's work. And we talked to Terrie a little bit too. So yea, I talked to Ryan on Sunday night when I was at the hotel, he said he was going to call me monday around 4. He promised. But whatever, I knew he would forget, he forgot last time and that was only 30 minutes! So i didnt even bother to come home and wait by the phone cuz he didnt even call anyway, so whatever. LoL I dont even care anymore but its like, every single guy says hes going to do something, but forgets. Then they say stupid shit like you mean a lot to them or something and its like, if i really mean so much to you, then why is it so hard for you to keep one little promise, take 10 fuckin minutes to do it. It doesnt matter if its calling, emailing, writing a letter, coming over for a little bit, whatever. If you say you're going to do something, you have to understand that people are expecting you to do it. Why is it so hard to see how much it hurts someone when all they hear are promises, promises that get their hopes and make them realize, maybe that person isnt so great after all. The only person who has ever kept a promise to me was my brother. Every guy I know has promised something and i am still waiting. The years just add up, so does the pain and resentment. Just cuz its not serious to you doesnt mean it isnt to me.