Every time I try to write an entry it doesnt save.... well since the last entry, heres whats been happening. I've been at Ryan's mostly. April 17th... I was having a bad day, then when I took a shower that night at about 8, Ryan came in with the phone and said, "Its your mom something is wrong" and I got the phone from her and she was crying. "Nanny died, George is on his way up from Chicago, hes going to pick you up." My grandmother was sick for years, but it was normal, I didnt actually think she would ever die. So George got there at about midnight or so, we went to pick up Melissa in Grandville and then went to Holland. The 4 of us got a hotel room and hung out. The next day, at my house things got crazy. My 2 uncles, Tim and Dale, and my cousin Adrienne came up from Chicago to go through my nannys stuff. They spent the night and all of us "kids" got to set up the camper and sleep in there. We got so fucked up. The next day we all had to go to Chicago. It was Ryan's first time. I had to drive there. George got pulled over and got his license taken away, thanks in part to me. We were driving side by side and Ryan handed him a cigarette out the window. The cop pulled right in between us and chose George. We got there ok. My parents and sister got a hotel room, and at the last minute decided to get me and Ryan our own room, which we let George and Melissa stay in with us. It was fun. We got to drive around the city the first night, its so magical, my favorite place in the world. Anyway, the wake was weird, my nanny didnt look like herself. I got to see a lot of my family and old family friends that I havent seen in years. She got burried in Graceland Cemetary, so we drove through there and looked at the famous graves and went back to the hotel. The next day we left and George got pulled over AGAIN. But it was all good. Ryan and I went back to his house that night, and I just came home on Sunday. I need some time away. Friday night I am going out partying with Pam, and Saturday is the Fireworks... CANT WAIT! Last night I chilled with Pam, but before that I hung out with Crystal and Sammie, then Sammie and Cody, then Sammie and Dawn (we went shopping and I got CUTE sunglasses and lipgloss) and then I went to Pams. So yea, what a life. I'm about to finish scanning pictures of Nicole that Chrissy brought over then I think I'm going to bed. Theres my update!