Its been a long ass time since I wrote in here, I didnt even think it would be this long. I've been chillin with the boyfriend for the past 2 weeks. I went there on a saturday and stayed until thursday and then we came to my house. I took him to the cemetary his mom is burried in and we saw her grave, I felt so bad. And we went to Crystals for a little bit and Adam and Dawns for a little bit. We went back to his house moday and came home yesterday (monday, a week later) it was fun. George and Mel came out on Sunday and they slept over at Ryans with me that night. Last night I went to the hotel with George, Mel and Hol. But these past 2 weeks with Ryan were CRAZY! His hickabilly friends were getting to me, they were nice, some of them, but some were just annoying. EVERY single girl in that town is knocked up and they were all like, "You should get pregnant too" I was like "um no thanks" all i could think was GOD PLEASE NO I can not be stuck in a hick town all knocked up with a hillbilly baby fuck that. Not now. LoL oh well. All these people just roll out of bed, not showering, throw on DIRTY JNCO pants and ecko shirts, THINKIN THEY LOOK GOOD and put a shit load of gel in their hair thats too long for gel and look nasty. THEN Ryan was thinkin I was going to the skating rink where all the hillbillys hang out, who does he think hes talkin to????? Come on now. Every one of his weird friends would come over and hit on me and say im pretty and i have a nice ass and its like, "Not that you'll ever get a chance" eek it was ummmmmmmmm an interesting experience. But Ryan's dad and step mom were so nice. On Saturday his dad went out and we were sittin there with Tonya (his step mom) and three of Ryans friends came over. AND Ryans step brother, and this lady who is friends with Ryans dad and this couple who are friends with Ryans dad were there and we were drinking. Ryans friend brought a half gallon of whiskey. The lady, teresa, was all fucked up on something and she started chuggin the whiskey, and at this point we were all fucked up, we were smokin and drinkin for a little while. She started chuggin, and then got some beers and she was so trashed she started screaming at us in a weird language she finally told us was blackfoot and then she stands up and starts doing some karate shit.... to the air yellin about kickin someones ass as if someone were there. WEIRD. I carried her up the stairs and then the guys had to trick her into going outside. So they locked her out. Then Ryan and his friend left to go get something, so it was me, 2 friends of ryans, tonya and the couple that was there. Me and tonya were talkin and the drunk lady was bangin on the door so i opened it and told her that tonya left but she barged in and they had to trick her into going back outside. She threw up and spit all over the table, chairs and floor in the kitchen, i looked at tonya and was like, "Dude im bleaching it" and shes like, "Please do" and we about died from laughing. Yea some crazy times in Hickford. OMG we went to the Meijer in Benton Harbor, Me, Ryan and his friend Ted. What do they do? Act like complete rednecks in the store. Ted farted so loud and disgustingly down an aisle. They were so weird. THey're cool but weird. So yea. I havent been doing much of anything lately, havent talked to anyone or done anything. I took the math part of the GED test wooo hoooo! I kno I did good on that so I'm not trippin just yet. I have to do the rest of them now. Well yea thats basically all I've been up to. OH! We went to Chloe's birthday party in Grand Rapids. Marty and Christy picked up me and ryan and then holly and we went. Me and Holly almost got in a fight there. Some white girl who had a half black (adorable) son and big hoop earrings was giving dirty looks, and im sorry big earrings do not make you cool. And she was looking at us nasty the whole time and Holly was like, "it is rude to stare" and the girl was like "do you have a problem with me?" all loud. and Holly was like, "Yea whn you gonna stare like that I do" and she was screamin something and I let go of ryans hand and took off running at her and i was like, "You know what? This is a place for kids have SOME class" and shes like, "I have class" and i was like, "Oh really? You call running around chuck e cheese screaming at people using bad words around kids is having class?" and she was about to say something but Hollys grandma was standing right there and i was like, "whatever, just mind your own business and stop hatin on ppl just cuz ur trailer trash" and walked away, I was so mad. But its like what the fuck, KIDS are there to have a good time, but whatever some ppl are just blah. So yea, i guess im gonna go now. Just had to update this thingy.