"I love you evie" (thats what mom said to me) so much that she forgot a birthday, so much that she would leave me in another state for a week after being in a car accident, so much that after the accident she didnt bother to call and see how i was, so much that she wouldnt let me call anyone in fucking michigan, so fucking much that when i do come home she sees me and asks me what im doing in her room because "you know i have to work tonight" How the fuck can someone say that, and not once show it??? Buying me stuff isnt the answer, thats so stupid. You treat everyone special once in a while, well I guess this is special but not the same kind. But still.... you fucking love me but you let ity's mother and idiot brother live here, and no matter what, something happens every day, it doesnt matte if its nanny or geez, its still my fucking fault. I dont like to complain, and I have always tried not to but look at what you do to me. LOVE ME. Dont fucking love me, I dont want your love. Keep your fuckin family, just leave me alone. Its not like I am your fucking daughter or anything.