Its my birthday today! I'm 19 now. I feel kinda old. Hehe I wonder if my family or friends will remember. Holly called all early this morning. Ryan is upstairs sleeping but he yelled at me when i said good morning, he probably forgot lol oh well no biggie. Melissa came over on Wednesday (Her birthday!) and we chilled with Holly and Ryan. George was trippin bad cuz he couldnt be here. I got to chill with Cody yesterday for a while. He works at Burger King now. Pam is having the baby on Tuesday! I am so excited. Whats with all these March birthdays???? Me, Mel and Nai are all 2 days apart, Mel's is the 17th, Mine is the 19th, and Nai's is the 21st awww how cute! I dunno what im gonna do, im gonna go see crystal in a little bit and see what she wants to do. OMG! Megan and Dan got a new house right? Well we went over there on Tuesday night. We had a lot of fun, got drunk played the hackey sack thing oh am I good at that lol not really but it was still fun. I got pretty drunk. Then I slept at Crystal's that night, I was so tired. But yea. Jerry got out of jail, and is living back at Ryan's so of course i had to see him and of course he was drunk when i got there at like 2 in the afternoon and trying to give me hugs and kisses. Eewwwww. Damn I never know what to write in here. So yea. ME and MEL made the coolest little bong things they are so cute! Oh yea Mel got to sleep over on Sunday night! George let her! We went and got on birth control lol on Monday. See George came up for the weekend and I was at Ryans so george came to ryan's and they spent the night there with us. Fun. I love Ryans house, its so fun. We can do anything we want. Hmmmmmmmmmm oh! My uncle donald's wife is getting married in february. MY FUCKING UNCLE JUST DIED IN SEPTEMBER! She already moved her man in and is marrying him. She sent a big box of pictures to my uncle Ernie and aunt Maria. I hate her. I cant walk down the block without seeing her man driving my uncles car, sitting in my uncles chair, anything and I hate it. Yea its good to move on, but not so fucking fast. And now I hear that this Richard character (the boyfriend) has been trying to get with her for a while now, even before donald was dead. SO ok this bitch is getting whats comin to her....... if i go to jail ppl better write me.