its times like these i wish i could just tell the world how i feel ..i dont like feeling like this..it just isnt me.. nothings been like me lately.. i dont like school.. i dont want to be at basketball i dont want volleyball.. i dont want friends.. i dont want anything.. i dont have a family.. i dont have bestfriends i dont..wait..no.. i lost everything.. i dont even want to wake up anymore.. its just to hard.. i cant handle it ANYMORE... this just isnt me... i dontt like it when it feels like you cant even talk to your "best friends" anymore because you only hear about them talking about you behind your back and you dont wanna open up to them because you dont trust them anymore and then you dont feel like part of the old group anymore because of that one person that you used to be able to talk to and trust and now you dont even know who they are.