fuck, there's nothing to write about oh well boring is good, no visable crapy drama. john mayer sucks, i hate him

the day after christmas? it didnt feel like christmas ....it kinda snuck up on me i guess. oh well. i hope the new year is better than this shitty one. humm diggity im going to the mall today, and i dont know why. oh well. im gonna go eat some chips and salsa, i got a craving :P btw kids, IM me on AIM.....sn:ThanxButlmBrok3n

oh sit i miss you its been too long you were my baby for like 2 years why did i abandon you? hahaha anyways there are about 6 million bug flying around my room..i just squished one on my face... ewgross.com. thats about it ♥

fuckk its been a long time. sorrry<33

sup?

another life lesson: you cant make people grow up.

seriously though...what a prick.

i feel bad getting high with my best friends exboyfriend who broke her heart. but i do it anyway.

im so fucking ripped.

okay this is time for a major life update instead of the usual ambigous ramblings. okay. first, im losing friends and i dont care. people come and do i guess. i have a big crush, but i dont know about that. i was really stoked on him, but you know when you get high and then you crash? okay thats what's happening. im so idk about him. umm schools going bad, its so easy to hate, im trying my best to be happy and keep a positive attitude, but its really going down hill. there are sooo many rude bitches at our school its unreal i cant stand it. everyone is fake i cant stand it. but fuck school. my mom has cancer, but its not thatt bad so they're gonna wait 3 months then remove it i guess. im not worried because if i were to worry, id just crack ya know. sometimes i just wanna freak out i feel stuck and i dont know how to get out. im spinning so fast and im wrapping myself so tight, i think i just might. until next year haha <3

my mom has cancer.

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I HATE TO ADMIT I MISS YOU < / 3

SEVENTEEN DAYS BIATCH!!

if you dont care then why do you bring it up.

memories cant be replaced.

how can i get into the douche bag club?

i have a plan too!!

i'd rather be talking to myself.

what if?