4:44pm i have to go to church at five. blachhhk, i dreading school tommorrow. the highlight of my day, going to the library during lunch, has been taken away by my effer librarian. i got kicked out of the library for a week because at our library we have those things that beep when you steal something......you know like they have in stores??...well, when i left the library i went off...like i was stealing a book. but i already today the lady at the desk that i was gonna beep because i had a book from another library. so i got kicked out for a week because i did stop when i beeped. its a conspiriacy to piss me off ------ pssssssh, break my heart, i dont care anymore ---------- 9:40 umm, ok. right. church blows, i dont want people's fake kindness to please the lord. effer, im sure god doesnt like the fake front you put out, so stop it. stop acting like your glad to see me when your not. stop getting my hopes up that i might actually have friends someday