I am completely exhausted. I should go to bed. But I can't sleep. Go me. Dude, last night at the homecoming dance was so much fun. I don't go to dances all that often, but I love them. I love to dance and just have a good time... I am sure I sound just oh so lame, but I really don't care. And that was the first time I really didn't worry about other people thinking I was stupid or silly or anything. Oh, plus I got totally psyched because they played "The Safety Dance" by Men Without Hats toward the beginning of the dance, and they never play that. I like freaked out on Barbara...I like grabbed her arm and screamed, "Oh my God! It's the Safety Dance" while jumping up and down. Then she kind of freaked because she had asked me earlier as we were getting ready to sing that very song for her but then said wait and to sing it later on at the dance. It was brilliant. I didn't dance with any boys though. =/ Brian came over and danced with us for most of the time though, and Ellison came and joined him at various points, and toward the end, right before we had to leave, Andy came over and danced with us...busting out his crazy footwork. lol. I was having such a good time! But Rebecca was the one who drove us there and we had to leave at eleven because she had SATs in the morning...and the dance only started at like 9:30. I was so disappointed and I wanted to stay, but I didn't have any choice but to go home. I need my license and a car so I won't have to worry about stuff like that. I decided that after I get my license, I want to drive down into Hollywood with Meghan, Barbara, and maybe a couple other people, and get all dressed up and have a night on the town. Just like, go to dinner, and then find some sort of under 18 club or something to go to. We could find something to occupy ourselves, I am sure. That would be so awesome. I love going into Hollywood. I don't know why. Oh! And we could go to Hollywood Boulevard! Because "you can see all the stars as you walk down Hollywood Blvd., some that you recognize, some that you've hardly even heard of..." Yes. We must. =) Children's theatre was so much fun yesterday. It was not a very good show, people dropped lines, lighting cues were messed up, it was slow, a lot of the cast didn't really seem very into it, but I did a lot better this time, and I had a lot of fun despite it all. Our last show is on Wednesday, and our night show is Tuesday. PSATs are next Saturday. I signed up for them. We'll see how those go. I'm getting so worried. I still have no idea what it is I want to do with my life. And it scares me. There are too many things I like, and don't want to stop, for me to decide on just one of them. And it seems like time is quickly running out. Aaahhhhh! After the dance last night, I stayed at Barbara's. We talked until two. It was really kewl. I hadn't really talked with her in a long time. It was nice. Other than my disappointment over having to leave the dance early, last night was the dog's bollocks. =) Tomorrow I plan on: -cleaning my room -doing whatever chores I may be required to complete -doing any and all of the homework I have (including the dreaded outline... sorry, I mean, booknotes) -renting and watching two movies for extra credit in history- probably Amistad and then I'm not sure what the other will be yet. Maybe 1776. lol. -writing up the papers for the extra credit movies -practicing my oboe -and doing whatever else that may come up Boy, I just can't wait. Hah. Meghan is gone. =( San Francisco here I come... Just kidding. She will maybe hopefully bring me wonderful magical records and I will be just chuffed to bits. =D Of course, records or no records, I will be happy to see the dear little duck. I need more friends on here. I feel like such a loser...only one friend. Not that I don't appreciate having my one friend. I just want more. You betcha. Oh boy. I have to go to sleep. Otherwise I am going to have a killer headache. And that would not be a good thing. Later gators. Don't let the boogey man bite. ~katlyn