The one I love lives 2 thousand mile away. How do I do it? I see him during Christmas and for a few weeks during the summer. Its hard and its gonna be like that for the next couple of years. I hate not being able to see him as much as I did while we were in high school together. This is the second year he's been away and I hate being so lonley. I don't like seeing couples are snuggly and kissy. It makes me sad because eventhough I have a boyfriend, I can't have that. For months at a time all I have are pics he emails me and his voice on the telephone. We don't go out on dates because he's not around, so we have sorta telephone dates. Its hard because when I need him he's not there to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be all right. I can't run to him for help and have his shoulder to cry on. When I'm lonely I can't call him to come over to keep me company. Even though this all sucks I stick with him because I love him so much and he means so much to me. I know we barely see eachother, but one day it'll be better. He is my best friend and boyfriend and no matter where he is I while always love him no matter what.