well there is good and bad news... the good news.. last night when i came home i checked the uc santa barbara website and I GOT IN!!! wooohooo!!! it feels good to know you have been accepted somewhere. so i have irvine and santa barbara so far and still have yet to hear from san diego and berkeley. i really want to get into berkeley soooo bad. i still have to wait 12 days to find out. i can't wait that long. they are the last ones to post admissions. march 30 is going to decide what i'm going to be doing with the next couple of years of my life. i really REALLY hope i get in!!! ok now the bad news... adrien is leaving today. its sooooo sad, i hate this. other times when he had to go back to school, i didn't feel this sad. i was crying when i fell asleep last night and i was tearing up this morning. i hate this. well he'll be back again in 2 and a half months, but still i miss him soooo much. i don't want him to leave. :( edit: he's gone, he's gone... i feels so fricking depressed and sad. i really don't know what to do. i can't concentrate on my homework or anything. i need to memeorize 20 more lines of shakespeare for monday and do 45 caluculus problems. this is definetely a shitty weekend. what am i to do! :'(