Its 1:06 in the fucking morning, and im out of tylenol p.m. so i have nothing to knock me out...damnit. i have to get up in about 4 and half hours too. ugh! hmm so, so far today (the first hour haha) i have eaten some french dip, and im gonna have to say, it was amazing. i want to talk to one of my ex best friends, i want to tell her sorry for i what did, but i have this feeling she is gonna look at me like im some kind of idiot and turn away and make me hurt. should i let her go? i have class with the most beautiful boy tomorrow, and im quite excited...he calls me, and i love it. woahdang, im gonna have to take my camera to school tomorrow and take a picture of him, just so you guyz can see how beautiful he is, yes? (ill take a picture of my new shoes too hehe) ugh im hungry again, im such a pig, i eat alot but i like dont gain a pound, its funny. oh boy, oh boy. i dont know why i said that, but i wanted too. deal with it. ha. i want to dye my hair, but my mom said if i keep dying it its gonna fall out haha, my hair is so freaking thick, i need some to fall out!! haha Thursday is a wonderful band. haha i bought a pen that looks like a shot you would get at the doctors, ill have to take a picture of that too, tehe. black nail polish...such a wonderful thing blue eyeliner....amazing. black eyeliner...even better. i dont know why i am typing this... tonight, i just..dont know..everything in my head is just coming out, and i like it. but i really should be trying to find some sleep medication before i go insane or something, so ill write later on, after school or something...so ill be editing this bitch..haha, bye. ... -----edit--------- so now its like 7:22, i did find my tylenol pm, thank god! for some odd reason my alarm clock didnt go off this morning, AGAIN...i have this feeling that i maybe turned it off in my sleep maybe? or maybe my phone is being a piece of crap and decided that its too cool for an alarm clock and didnt go off. but my class starts at 7:30, i wasnt there til like...8:30, haha, but my classes are an hour and a half long, so i had like 30 minutes to catch up...i only have 4 classes a day, block schedule you know... im just waiting for super to be ready, roast beef and potatoes, it sounds so good right now, starving to death in here. 21 minutes to go. so i was reading my ex best friends xanga, and she said "i was looking back at one of my fights with a friend, and what she did to me, pretty sure i can kick her ass" yeah fucking right, she would never have the guts to fight me, that fucking bitch. and plus, she hurt me too, it wasnt all my fucking fault. i hope she chokes. oh boy oh boy, i really like saying that. UNDEROATH CONCERT IN 5 DAYS, IM SO FREAKING EXCITED!!!! MAE CONCERT ALSO!! I THINK ITS THE 20TH, IDK...HAHA...I CANT WAIT THOUGH WHY AM I WRITING IN CAPS LOCK? OH CUZ IM FUCKING EXCITED HAHA i missed the blood brothers concert though *depression* i have the hickups and they are driving me insane....oh 18 minutes til super (im looking at the timer) this is a really long entry, i should start writing longer entrys more often, so when im older, i can look back at it and think i actually had a life and had stuff to write about you knowwww but im really tired of typing so uhhh..yeah. thats it. ...