well i made a bad decision. and did something i shouldnt have done. my entire body was numb i felt no pain and i had no personality i was emotionless and my boyfriend thought i was mad at him...until i told him what i had done...he was relieved...cause he thought i was gonna break up with him he told me...that i shouldnt have done what i did...and that it made him sad that "a pretty little girl whos boyfriend is in love with her would hurt herself" it made my insomnia worse and gave me really bad stomach pains and it made my heart beat fast PS DRUGS ARE BAD