oh boy oh boy, this boy is fucking BEAUTIFUL i think he likes me too, he always comes by me to say hello, and he sits right beside me in math so we can chat, sometimes he decides he just wants to sit on me haha, hes cute. tehe, he gives the best hugs, dead serious, for a tall skinny boy like him, he gives the best hugs. he doesnt like to let go, which is fine with me...haha. Hes a smoker too, which is good for me, cuz you guys all know i smoke, i think you do... (please do not tell me i should quit, i can make my own dicisions, and please do not give me a lecture on why i should quit, i already know the consequences.) tomorrow im gonna go hang out with becca and my brothers ex girlfriend (tehe) mary, they are the best people ever. gotta love them, i dont know what we are gonna do, but tomorrow is a half day so we get out super early and we are just gonna go hang outttt, yay. UNDEROATH CONCERT SOON MAE CONCERT SOON IM SO FUCKING PISSED, I MISSED THE BLOOD BROTHERS CONCERT, AH KILL ME NOW! for some odd reason, my computer just made everything look bigger, if you know what i mean, like everything is huge on the screen and not normal like it used to be, but i sorta like it, hopefully it stays this way haha pretty sure i cant wait for school tomorrow, i just want to see him and get a hug...he said he is gonna call me today because he wants to hang out with me this week, which is totally cool with me...but i would like to hang out with him on friday because then we wont have to worry about school the next day... aches in my head today, i think its from spanish class, but it really effin hurts. i took a bunch of pictures but my camera needs new batterys, but as soon as i replace them i can put the picture of him on here, and trust me, youll love it!! tehe hes pretty. (he wears really tight pants...and they are amazing) i bought a ring...and its pretty gangsta. cuz ima gangsta...haha...an emo gangsta. everybody calls me emo at my school, but i guess i sorta am even my drawings are emo, i had to draw this pattern thing for art class, and i drew some broken hearts and they called my drawing emo, now im gonna cry. (jk) i have to go and practice my piano, i havent really put my 110% into it like i usually do, which is not good, i need to focus on it, its my life!! woahdang. woahdang. thats it.