my boyfriend [who i have been with for almost 6 weeks now...this sunday] wants me to spend new years with him. of course, i have no problem with that at all. except, hes going to spend it with his family...and he wants me to go. his ENTIRE family. i will be a mess, i cant be around big groups of people i dont know...because...i feel very insecure and nervous. im terrified..so i will probably back out of it. im a horrible girlfriend. but i dont want to meet his entire family...cause..they will notice that im not talking and put the spot light on me and i hate it when that happens. terrifying. me + backingout = safety so i think im just gonna have some friends over for new years, it should be good. me + cassie + lauren + DDR = LMFAO it will be interesting we will be falling on our asses im gonna try and get steven to come over here..but i dont want him to ditch his family for me..cause i would feel like a Beeotch. hm. what do you think?