im scared. im excited. and yet, im very unsure. Hes more than perfect, hes beautiful. hes like...sonny moore beautiful. he wears girl jeans, and he has the cute hair that i just want to touch, i mean, he will wear my clothes. and he just signed on. im scared. He will never like a girl like me, he could get any girl he wanted, im just happy that he actually notices me now. talks to me. sits with me. I wish for something i can never have. i wish i had something to do today, but theres nothing to do. my stalker is starting to leave me alone now, i think its cuz i always blow him off. i just want him to leave me alone..forever. lol. today was a semi good day, we had a half day, so that was good...and i got to eat some good food, which was good..and uh..i got to talk to him for a little bit..which was amazing. bad parts - didnt finish some of my assignments, and i got a F in spanish, and it all sucks. he just cheers me up so easily my cat is attacking me. we are gonna destroy all cars and everybody will drive electric wheelchairs with rockets. :) thats it. ...