im sorta...upset in a way my boy pretty much wanted me gone today..not around..i hope he doesnt want to take a break already..cause i mean..if he does that..ill be pretty upset..cause i havent done anything. im just gonna wait it out..see what happens pretty much. good thing he cant read this...he doesnt even know i have one of these...good thinggggg even his mother said how rude it was...but whatever.. maybe im just in a bad mood tonight or something i hope he doesnt want to hang out tomorrow, cause i dont think i want too sorta upset...need to be with my wifey lauren fear before makes me so happy maybe i am just thinking the wrong thing and its not even what he thinks? idk.