so i was having a good day today. well not necessarily a GOOD day but everything seemed to be alright and I was in a pretty good mood. and some people are just insensitive and rude, without realizing it. and i just sat in french wanting to be any place but here. i try to see the good in people i swear, but they only end up proving me wrong. which leaves me to only expect the lowest out of people. i just hate it here. i know everyone does but besides my friends going to carmel, i hate it. i hate everything about it, especially the people. i mean i just look at all of us and i realize that we are going to be responsible for the end of the world. we are going to grow up to be a bunch of crack whore, trailor trash parents... with kids like samson. and i just want to hide. call me cowardly but i just want to go in my bed and sleep and hide from the rest of the world. because maybe if i don't have to face the rest of the world i won't be so disappointed and hurt. i don't know, it's just been a bad day. hopefull tomorrow will be better. ♥