i have made mistakes in my life. i am willing to admit my faults. i'm far from perfect and i dont ever want to seem like i am. but i have been hurt myself. for a while, i blamed myself. because i fucked up and i knew that was part of the reason that everything got messed up. but as time passed and i still hurt, i realized that it was no one's fault. things happen and sometimes things aren't meant to turn out the way you'd like them to. it's been rough. and i always seemed to backtrack. but as much as i've been through. i'm done. and i'm never turning back. no regrets. not anymore.