so jeremy comes home today. YAY JAMIE IS EXCITED. i'm pretty sure i've told like everyone that. but whatever. that's about as exciting as today gets besides falling down the stairs onto nicole in front of some guy in a band. i don't remember the name of it, but nicole told me. and then of course me & hena beating each other up in the hallway and pushing each other into lockers. this is to my girls. who do their best just trying to get by. who love with all they can. who aren't afraid of looking like a fool in public. who eat their mcdonalds behind a pillow while watching house of wax. to the girls who sing lullabies to my ovaries. who scream out left ventricle with me in the middle of the hallway. who show me their permit picture just to make me smile. to my girls who are always there for me. who laugh with me for absolutely no reason. to my girls who sit on the phone late at night talking about the future and what we hope to encounter. to my girls who assign people to the characters in crossroads. to my girls who always comfort each other when a boy breaks their heart. to the girls who get in fights sometimes, but we know that will never change our past nor our friendship. to the girls who sing concerts with me and aren't afraid of sounding horrible. to the ones who learn to play "listen to your heart" on the piano just because they know i love that song. to my girls who i never talk to but despite the distance, still know that we'll always be best friends forever. but most of all, this is to the people who stick by my side. no matter how much i've changed, or how much i've messed up. they are always there for me. and to let them know: i am always here for you. even if you don't think so, i'm here. ♥ you girls.