Finally Over

by iliveinabox on January 17th 2004, 12:00AM

Feeling: slothful

well... i have no need for sleep tonight. my sucky week ended on a note i wasn't surprised to find. after looking forward to this weekend all week, it too managed to somehow screw up. my friends dad (our ride) decided he had somethin to do. so at home we stayed and did absolutely nothing. kinda had that pissed off vibe as well so it was pretty quiet all night. went to sleep at 9:30. sad thing about that is well 1. it was a friday and 2. i don't even go to sleep that early on school nights. so yea... a perfect ending to my exciting week. so lets recap here... 2 of my friends bump heads with eachother - i go to detention - my dad is supposed to buy me a fone, plan failed - my best friend finds out some news that really pissed me off to say the least - i didnt get to go on my DECA trip - my guitar stabbed a hole through my finger - and the story i just told u about my wonderful weekend. that is just what i remember right now and there is still one day left tho im not really worried about it, i mean im going to church and stayin home so kinda speaks for itself. but neways despite the negative incidents, there was a share of the good... well actually one thing which was that whole incident over this drummer boy. its like the more i think about him, the more i wanna talk to him... the more i like him. u see, u have to understand i have really bad luck with guys. i mean it just never worx out so i guess im kind of scared to pursue this but im going to try. i mean... no harm in at least trying right? and its not like ill ever know if i don't. and i see it like this... if i did nothing, im practically slappin life in the face. and we have no school on monday which kinda bumbs me out cuz i can't see him so im pretty anxious to go back to school but in the mean time... im havin fun thinkin about the kid ;) i guess my first step in this is findin his name lol. well hopefully this coming week makes up for the last... heh and i know exactly what can do that for me. in the mean time... these emo songs are gonna have to do lol. have a good one... later

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thanks. my bro and i were pretty tite. its been pretty hard, but i guess it will get better. its almost been a year. so we will see

[confudledsoul]

i think you deffinetly should give this character a chance, and i also think you do need to find out his name :D.

btb... it took me forever to get myself to read ur entry, cuz i was scared of the small print, but i faced my fears. lol.

until next time...

ya... sry bout that last one. my life right now is actually proof that its not always a prison. that's kinda wut my typical answer would b like 3 or 4 weeks ago so i felt like writing it. don't ask, i'm weird like that.

[Anonymous]

Hey.. look, if you're willing to take a chance, I think you'll get the guy. Why? I met my gf because I'm a guitarist, and she's a drummer. We started playin in 3 bands together, and ended up being best friends for 3 months. Now we've been goin out for 4 months as of tuesday.

Keep things in a positive light and you'll go far - just don't lose hope, or lose sight of the goal. Oh, and kudos for your thoughts on my poem. Much appreciated.

sucky week, I guess it had to be sucky, next week will be very good, it's sods law you see, cause and effect, that kind of thing. well hi there. and goodbye

yah i know it will. It sounds like your days arent that good. i hope they get better for you. Heh. atleast you got to sleep :/.

[[jess]]

hey ho