UGHHH!! not a good day...not a good day at all. i had just finished my entry and that computer fux up...so here i am doing it again. ANYWAYS.... took a break on here for a while tho not exactly on my will. really long story once again but basically in one word would be parents. but of course its parents i mean,i wouldnt exactly expect ne thing else from them. but whatever... i guess a lots happened since i last wrote...then again nothings happened since then. i dunno if u understand what i mean but yea. drummer boy....yea thats over. im not gonna go into that either...but thankfully at the moment that went down, another arose. i suppose this is better considering hes a fresh...but yea im not expecting ne thing. i guess ive stopped EXPECTING a long time ago. everytime i fall for someone...the exact samething happens and it never worx out. i dont recall doing ne thing to deserve this but i guess thats not the case...but hey i gotta suck it up right? things will be different one day? i just have to be patient? well i dunno...heh i guess im just not in a very good mood right now. i mean i gotta go back to the hell house later...figuratively speaking lol. so i guess im done. til next time guys...have a good one