well well well... make a long story short... the kid i mentioned not too long ago who i was like im not gonna let this one go...well yea i met him today. theres actually a lot to cover on this story. let me go back a few days here... my buddy grecia here finally gets with this guy shes like been in love with for a while now. what started as talkin til like 3 am for like 2 days led to hardcore making out at the drive ins. well this fellow happens to be bestfriends with this kid of mine...chaz by the way. so yea grecia tells him how i thought he was hott and he was all like excited i guess to meet me or whatever. so today... grecias lover here has been tryin to get me and chaz to meet so today just happend to be that lucky day. we all went to my friends casa and thats where we met... only it like kinda backfired. so like grecia and her lover and adie (the friends house we were at) are like makin it all obvious that like we're supposed to like 'hook up' or something. made it WAY uncomfortable and my attitude of oh yea i don't care this is nothing im gonna just be myself...turned into me being like all quiet and ne thing BUT myself the whole day. actually my friend who was waiting on her lover as well who didn't show...ended up talkin to him a lot more than i did. but ne ways... after they left he said told his friend he thought i was hott and shit and so i guess its not all over but yea... bad first impression. idk...seems like the way he is is like how i am usually so i think this might work but i figure for me to be able to act my self around him... im gonna have to convince myself i don't like him...as diff as that might be. i don't even know him u know so im not like hooked or ne thing yet but...i dunno hes cool and yea i like him. hes a hottie lol...so yea... lets all wish cassie good luck here! CONGRATS GRECIA!! CONGRATS ADIE!! hopefully soon i can add my name to that list of hook ups haha... DRUMMER BOY...IF UR READING THIS...I STILL LOVE YOU...WERE JUST TAKING A BREAK FROM OUR MARRIAGE TIL I GET THIS FIGURED OUT.