alright well i got a comment from an anonymous here and i guess u pointed something out that i should prolly explain... ok yea ive read back on my previous entries and they make me sound like im a really pessimistic person. ok sure at times i think i prolly am and its here i go to to just get it out in the open... but everyone who knows me would never expect that i have it how i do...i mean i laugh more than ne one i know, i just like vibe of it u know? and i find it contagious. i mean i can make the funniest outta literally nething.. i mean me and my best friend... were both that way. the life of the party i suppose, heh...but yea i know i got it rough and i tell it here but trust me...this is the only it comes out..i mean its a diary..thats what its for right? so yea...i just didnt want people thinkin im sorry crazy manic-depressed child hehe...well im done...have a good one guys...later