so ive given up on drummer boy...yea i still like him but im waisting my time. so whatever, fuck him. carlos, i tried to keep on good terms with him but hes an ass so yea, fuck him. school sucks ass, the people there annoy the hell outta me, im backed up on the work and just...ahh!!! im just in a really 'whatever' mood. well, ive been in this mood for awhile now so maybe its not a mood ne more...maybe this is who i am. i dunno. time will tell i guess. but yea as far as guys...mmm hmm.... youre gonna have to show me that ur not all the same. because at the moment...thats how i think of you. but yea i hope i dont sound all depressed mode cuz im not at all. i like this 'mood' actually. i just wish i could get out more!! and i cant wait til i can drive. i wish i could drive myself to the underoath show who no one wants to get me to! :( oh well...ill catch em next year...? well hope all is well...later