ever feel like your world is crashing down that no matter how much you tried to control the things happening around you all you can do is let it all go and listen to sad songs because you know its out of your reach its no longer up to you with what happens what will succeed what is destined to fail... you hear the words around you "dont let me down" but all you can do is fall and give up your on the ground on your hands and knees they are scraping every inch is a stuggle every inch you are loosing a part of yourself bleeding on the floor sorry for everything that i have done i dont want to worry anyone dont want to make a mess i just want everything to be okay who cares about me im not worth a penny aslong as everyone around me is fine then no one will look to me no one will see through these lies though this heartbreak i have been lying for so long shattered for a lifetime you have tried to pick up the pieces have tried for an eternity suffering in this hell suffering within yourself the fake smile cutting your soul bleeding you dry bleeding untill there is only tears tears to cover the truth the truth you search for the truth you run away from running away never solved anything facing the unkown seems to hard peoples facing blurred words mean nothing bouncing off your guard the wall you hate you want to rip it to shreds tear it apart break from all this tourment self pain its not worth it...is it? all these questions never any answers i just want to hold on to something not let it pass next time i promise i wont let it go im despirate for something good im my life someone good someone to hold to love and who would love me back i just dont want to be lonely anymore love sarah