so how's life sarah? it could be better you know. ---------- i like it when a band impresses me live, you come in with no expectations and after an awesome drum solo the crowd realises that wow these guys are talented. do i live for music? put it this way, if i didn't have it i think i would have gone insane a long time ago. you have those people that go through the whole music "phase" or people tell you, "yeah you will grow out of it." but i got asked a question once. "can you imagine yourself old and still listening to all the stuff you do now?" "yes i can and more." so you see i want my life to have all this, even if i'm not happy who cares. i just want to enjoy what i have and take it as it comes and not for granted, i don't care what people think, yeah sometimes opinions hurt but it's not going to stop me being who i want to be. the thing with music is, it's not some phase or "noise" or fashion or trend its a personal choice, a form of expression. and people do that through listening to what they want, through the clothes they wear and even the peircing and tattoos they have. and i'll have all that one day, because expression to me is so important like you wouldn't belive. music can do a lot to people because to so amazing and so broad that it can communicate and relate to anyone. music is life. it's my life. woah what a rant. sorry about that folks. xoxo.