i tried thinking about my past you know the whole childhood thing full of happy memories like wanting to stay up late but never being allowed too just edging for that little bit longer outsdie hoping that the sun would stay out forever never wanting to brush our teeth? just the simple things use to make us laugh playing in sand didnt really care about getting dirty or making a fool of yourself i dont know it all just seems a bit cliche because i hardly remember this happening just the few that i have like sitting up and watching chitty chitty bang bang then falling asleep and waking up in the morning in your own bed or making mudpies and playing pretend shop keepers and selling it to your little brother for leaf money oh and on christmas or easter always trying to stay up and see santa or the easter bunny but never able too just all this i dont know i dont remember it well just have that feeing you know that i liked it... then came high school and only few things i remember big thing was parents divorcing in year 7 and no one finding out till like months even a year afterwards because i was still ashamed about it or the fact that i envied them for the full families year 8 quit dancing year 9 cant remember anything year 10 all a blur even my first kiss and gig i cant remember this year well thats just well i cant even remember what i did yesterday let along throughout the whole year anyway year 12 next term my final year of higher school education then im thrown in to the wide world choices have to be made university? travel? keep working? settle down? give up? happiness? who knows i dont like to think about the future much im more of a past dweller dont know why maybe because its already happened and i know what happened the future is just unknown and well scary but hey who doesnt know that anyway enough rambelling from me enjoy your life fuckers and with all the challenges you come across may you hit them in the face with fists of fury cheerio love sarah