i just made a MASSIVE pancake now i feel sick why did i even bother oh i know because i was hungry and hadn't eaten anything all day gosh i dont like exams yet i survive okay why did i come on here? oh i know my random diary stalking its a habbit i suppose yes i thought so i deny the fact that im a "drama queen" as you call it i just over exaggerate things thats all its not the same! dont shake your head at me you know its true im no drama queen you see here if you dont like who i am then dont bother getting to know me even if i bother to try and get to know you you dont like me but secretly i like you is it that obvious? why do i never say how im really feeling people just want to know and all i do is deny i like you but you dont like me i love you but you dont see me in that way you never will why do i always fall for the wrong ones they always just turn out to be my friends but i dont want a friend you should know that i want to be more you want it to stay the same i just dont want to be lonely yet no one comes to my rescue you say you like to be a night in shining armor but you cant be mine right? will you love me as much as i love you? i know you want to help saying i should go see someone get some pills but dont you see that wont make me happy just to be with you would i hate my stupid fantacies love sarah