ok so today my hair is still black. lately ive been feeling empty... i dont know what it is but like im always busy doing something... fixing someones computer... hanging with someone.. talkin to somoene... busy busy busy... its all crazy but like i dont know i dont realy have anything good goin for me. im always helpin other people or just hangin out with friends. i wish i couild just meet a nice girl and get to know her and spend lots of time with her. itd be great cause its summer and theres all sorts of rad shit to do. but at the moment theres no one. and it just makes me feel empty and shitty. i want to enjoy summer and have fun. so what i need to do is find a girl. so where do i start... theres always the shitty onliine stuff... ive found one good relationship that way but its so retarted... but here to go to find the type of girl i want... my type of girl doesnt go to clubs and stuff. so i cant do that... i dont know what to do... where to go... thats why i always end up on the internet trying to find girls but that really sucks... i mean theres this one girl i talk to alot online and i really begining to like her a lot, but like that cant happen cause theres certain problems in the way of that. thats why ive not been talkin to her as much... cause like i dont wana fall for her too much cause its not able to happen... sigh i need to find someone around here that isnt taken...guh. easier said than done. i dunno what to do and thats why im stuck feelin empty. all i know its that something better happen soon or summer is gona suck... :(