board2deth2001: bah Auto response from jaredTwagner: I am away from my computer right now. board2deth2001: ok haha jaredTwagner: ? jaredTwagner: what? jaredTwagner: sup board2deth2001: Oh hey board2deth2001: Damn dude jaredTwagner: ? board2deth2001: I feel like shit haha jaredTwagner: why? jaredTwagner: what happpeneD? board2deth2001: Like I feel worthless jaredTwagner: ??? board2deth2001: No I mean I'm just upset with myself that I couldn't get a girl that I really liked you know? jaredTwagner: DOOD YOU DIDNT EVEN KNOW HER jaredTwagner: you just liked her cause shes pretty board2deth2001: I knew her a little bit....I knew what kind of life she led and about her and her family.....so not just htat she was pretty, but still, all the ones I want, I never get jaredTwagner: man you cant get this way over internet people. i mean its one thing if its a girl youre dating and stuff but over internet people jaredTwagner: no jaredTwagner: you just cant let yourself board2deth2001: I know....it's hard though....I always have hated rejection....also I've always wanted a girlfriend that I actually loved and treated me nice you know? jaredTwagner: yea jaredTwagner: i know exactly what you mean jaredTwagner: more than you know board2deth2001: thats why when we go next week, it'll have to be earlier or something so we can actually.....wait we should go to the spectrum.....more older poeple there jaredTwagner: trust me i know what its like to be rejected jaredTwagner: take for instance jaredTwagner: ivy jaredTwagner: been talking to her for over 6 months jaredTwagner: now she doesnt even speak to me jaredTwagner: all of a sudden jaredTwagner: i dont know why board2deth2001: oh....that does suck man jaredTwagner: she used to have "jared rox" in her profile board2deth2001: thats messed up jaredTwagner: today its gone board2deth2001: today? jaredTwagner: i mean i really liked her as a person jaredTwagner: but i dont know why she stopped talking to me all of a sudden jaredTwagner: ya know how it makes one feel to just suddenly be forgotten. just erased? jaredTwagner: thats how i feel jaredTwagner: she and i were good friends board2deth2001: Yeah I can totally understand how you're feeling man board2deth2001: Sorry to hear it... jaredTwagner: seriously like we talked every day jaredTwagner: and she just suddenly pushes me away board2deth2001: We need to make like a whole bunch of new friends and then like go hanging with them at least once every weekend jaredTwagner: i no longer exist jaredTwagner: what we neeed to do is have real friends board2deth2001: I know board2deth2001: thats what I mean board2deth2001: t jaredTwagner: not these fucking people online that do shit like this board2deth2001: I know.....pisses me off board2deth2001: Fuck looking for girls too board2deth2001: I mean we can meet girls, but I mean we should just be friends... jaredTwagner: wether theyre friends or something more than that, this interent friendship shit sucks asss board2deth2001: looking for girl and guy friends board2deth2001: I know board2deth2001: omg haha board2deth2001: dude jaredTwagner: what? board2deth2001: we should go to the block or like spectrum or somewhere and hold signs saying in need of some friends....wanna apply? Like have a sign up sheet and everything haha jaredTwagner: uhh no board2deth2001: haha seems like ive lost a good friend. you know when you make friends and get to know people and then something happens, how that feels? its like a part of ya is gone. i feel that way.... i feel worse than that...