I am jack's abandoned mind... there are so many things i want to do in life, so many places i want to visit sooo sooo much to do! when will my life begin. it seems to be at a stand still right now. seems like im not going anywhere, and if anywhere its deeper into the cave. I have nothing, not that theres much that i do neeed, but theres a few things id like to have. but it seems the things i want most i am furthest from... sounds like a fortune cookie... so what do i do? stop wanting things? stop askin when my life will unpause? take what i have and do the best with it? i cant do that. i cant settle for what i have. its just not possible. it seems like im stuck in a never ending rut and i dont know what to do or where to go next. these are just my blithering thoughts. might seem familiar to you, might not. its just the junk of my life for the few "sitdiariers" that actually read this... or those who read this and care. take care everyone.