ok so i have nothing in my life to look forward to besides the next time im going to hang with friends... what kinda life is that? i have no strong goal as of right now. all i do is sit around, go to work, and hang with friends. some of my friends are way cool, some are just arright. some i never get to hang with cause they are always busy and others are 2 hours ahead of my time. those 2 are the best, but i never get to hang with them... or if so, very rarely. yea so back to having nothing to look forward to. its shitty to go though the same motions day in and day out. i have lil money to spend so i cant really do much, my job sucks i dont get paid enough. so yea life aint the greatest at the momment. but its k cause i put on my semi happy face and face the world for yet another shitty day, so that i can make my unbarable life a bit more bareable. I need a friend that always wants to hang out, always wants to have fun, and is just the most awesome person...yea i need a girlfriend... ya ya i know whining gets ya no where but thats not what im trying do by saying this. anyway, i hope this update makes ivy happy cause Ivy Rocks! and as someone likes to say, "later gator"