I had to make some decisions. tonight i made them. ive been needing to make them for a long time, i finally have. Theres things i need to do, and things i need to forget, things i need to give up, and things i need to just stop doing. this isnt very straightforward, but thats because i they are decisions i made for myself and no one else needs to know about them. Im just kinda happy i found a way to decide. i know im gona get questions about this, but im telling you now, the decisions ive made are for the best and i dont think that things will change my mind because ive tried to look at these things from every possible angle and ive made the decision ive found to be the best. hopefully life can start getting better from this point forward... well i shouldnt say this point, but some point in the near future. soo... decisions made... the burden of finding the answers is gone... let today be a good day.... please god... i dont want a bad day.