all i ever do is create problems...i think im a compulsive problem maker. Im not exactly sure why i do it but i can guess...i think its cause my life is so boring and i am so lonely that i create problems just so i get attention. Its horrible...i wish i didnt create all these problems :( it just gets people pissed at me and i dont exactly want that kind of attention. Would be nice to be recognized as a person ever once in awhile though. i wish that i could be getting positive attention...sigh... i need to stop being such a nice guy with asshole outbursts. damn it! shit...i dont know what to do...i guess ill just sit here and stare at my computer screen...and then maybe ill check that stupid hot or not site in hopes that for some reason i have a double match...then maybe american singles.com then maybe imatchup.com...sigh im so lame...my life is so dull...