its really shitty not having someone that loves you. i feel so alone. i have no one to make me feel better. no one to give me hugs when im down. no one to talk to. no one to tell my private thoughts to. theres no one. sigh. i wish there was. i really do, but unfortunatly im alone. it makes my stomach hurt to think about it. im feeling really crappy right now and ya know what... i have no one to turn to. no one to talk to. no one to help me. people say what doesnt kill us makes us stronger... i say what doesnt kill us is just a lot of fucking pain that doesnt go away. sure idiots can go say "go see a therapist" but thats not what i need. anyone with a brain can see that. i wish i could be happy again...