I am an angel with a great destiny
For now I am a part of humanity
I asked for a chance to live a normal life
One that would not be filled without war or strife
I was so tired, other lives filled with war
Of that I wanted no more
I felt with this life I had a chance
To have love that, back then was a glance
Yet I've come to see
That angels can not have such luxuries
I guess, Now I just wait to die?
For my soul to be lifted up high
Waiting to be brought again, yet only to be brough to pain and loss
Many centuries will pass, making my soul strong, my heart still as frost
I am now free of my vessel of flesh
I rip through it like mesh
Only to see people screaming
Demons flying tearing humanity apart, death I am seeing
Boulders from the sky
Melting through people Instantly just die
No explosion, just melts to the earth core
I must defend the children of God, for this I was conditioned for
The chance to experience love, Is what very few angels had
I was lucky to know that, Yet wondering why I did, I just ended up sad
Through several milleniums I felt so hopeless
Yet for that one life I can say I at least felt happiness
To know that I was one of the chosen few
With love I fucked that up too
I wonder why God had pity on me
This is a mere body with me as the entity
I reflect on this as I kill these evil demons
To try and find a reason
That after they are defeated here
God will make me disappear
Why? My task is done
Now I am no one
For this is an angel's fate
Only to serve God, I do not like, but him I shall not hate
For when I asked God of love
I experienced such things, that after that normal life I always thought of
It will be as I did not.
soooo emotional.
=) good job
~ kesshotai
yellow?
and thanks.
:).