Angel in Human Disguise

I am an angel with a great destiny For now I am a part of humanity I asked for a chance to live a normal life One that would not be filled without war or strife I was so tired, other lives filled with war Of that I wanted no more I felt with this life I had a chance To have love that, back then was a glance Yet I've come to see That angels can not have such luxuries I guess, Now I just wait to die? For my soul to be lifted up high Waiting to be brought again, yet only to be brough to pain and loss Many centuries will pass, making my soul strong, my heart still as frost I am now free of my vessel of flesh I rip through it like mesh Only to see people screaming Demons flying tearing humanity apart, death I am seeing Boulders from the sky Melting through people Instantly just die No explosion, just melts to the earth core I must defend the children of God, for this I was conditioned for The chance to experience love, Is what very few angels had I was lucky to know that, Yet wondering why I did, I just ended up sad Through several milleniums I felt so hopeless Yet for that one life I can say I at least felt happiness To know that I was one of the chosen few With love I fucked that up too I wonder why God had pity on me This is a mere body with me as the entity I reflect on this as I kill these evil demons To try and find a reason That after they are defeated here God will make me disappear Why? My task is done Now I am no one For this is an angel's fate Only to serve God, I do not like, but him I shall not hate For when I asked God of love I experienced such things, that after that normal life I always thought of It will be as I did not.
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Very Well Written...
soooo emotional.
=) good job
[Anonymous]
Oh wow.. I really like that. That was just really,really,really good.

~ kesshotai
[Anonymous]
i havent been feeling the greatest. and i just keep it bottled up mostly. so i have nothing to write.
amd by the way. your writing is very good.
wow i was missed?! thats a first. thanks.
Hey, i really like your entries. they are really good. honest. hehe.
yellow?
[Anonymous]
oops, let's try that again.

yellow?
ryn: thank you.
[Anonymous]
as are you ... but you've been there...for a few days. i hope all is well... =)
[Anonymous]
pretty.
and thanks.
:).
[Anonymous]